Favorite.

and you,
a windrose, a compass,
my direction, my description of the world.
 -Ian Burgham

Farest Mile.

104 days until our big day.Its Sunday night and I am curled up with Beijing, missing you. I always feel a little silly on Sunday nights (& every night your @ the Academy).I remember the nights when I was still at Alabama and you were here...I would have never thought it could be harder then that distance, but here you are, less then a mile away, and I feel the same longing. This weekend was perfect, as usual. We watched Chris win his big fight Friday night & celebrated with our own little ice cream party. Today we woke up late with Bei, and went to 49 West for breakfast. Then the dog park for the girls and you went for you first ride of the season...and got hit by a van...lightly. Tonight I just wanted to tell you that your the best shin rubber in Annapolis.A & F.

First day in the New Digs.

106 days.

You got to wear your new Marine uniform to classes today. Its all becoming quite real isn't it? Your graduation from the Academy and then the wedding, its like a dream. ( a very real one that I'm OK waking up from because it is also our reality). Where did we go so right? I for one will enjoy the luckiness for as long as the universe will allow :) Happy last Friday in February Bee.

Mr. Eye Candy

Last night I was running @ our gym, watching all the girlie's pretend to work out in their perfectly styled hair and shorty shorts...I noticed that they were all staring in the same general direction, so naturally I took a glance...IT WAS YOU...you were the eye candy last night!!! I had to laugh, I always assume that your beauty is only distracting to me :)

After our workouts we ate @ Whole Foods, it was simple & very us, just the way I like it. I was even able to get you to sit with me while I took a bath. Thank you, I know you could have done a million other things but you sat right there with Beijing. To say I loved you would be the understatement of  my lifetime...but, I love you. A Lot.

Blissfully Engaged.

Today I am simply grateful.

Grateful to be engaged to be married to my light, my love, my life.

"All I know of spirit is this Love".



a start to our start.

Remember that dream? I knew once you saw the title you would know that this was for you and only you. Others may read, some may even enjoy, but only you will understand. We have 109 days left. where has the time really gone? I feel like we were just at the farm heading in to town & up a very enchanting hill. Now here we are. A white dress has been purchased, plans have been made...invitations printed....& all i can think about is a broken picnic table under the sunshine, right on the sound. That sunshine has carried from that memory throughout my entire now. my past, my flawless present, and my soon to be future, its all because of you. I am not really sure what this will morph into, some days it may be an "i miss you" or an "im thinking if you"...it may be a chapter in  the developing story of  "us"...just know that its for you, 109 days of "for you".